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This isn't goodbye.
When I started this blog, a year and a half ago, it was almost a manifesto of sorts, proclaiming, "Hey, World, I was sexually abused as a child, and this is how I live with it." I wanted my words to help people feel whole, connected, and loved. I wanted to help people heal from suffering. And while I think I've accomplished those tasks to an extent, I know I can do better. I've changed a lot in this last year and a half. It's only natural that as I evolve, so do my offerings
Jan 151 min read


I had a vision of the future.
After a recent meditation, I had a vision. I say vision but really there were no visuals. (I have aphantasia.) It was more a feeling...
Nov 9, 20251 min read


The Well of Being
Accessing intuition. Trusting yourself. Making better decisions. Calming the nervous system. Building mental resilience Boosting...
Sep 14, 20251 min read


Why are you writing a memoir?
"... so that the whole story may live in this physical reality and not just in my head. I want people to know they’re not alone." That's...
Sep 7, 20251 min read


The Why behind the Want
She is rooted into the earth as much as connected to the sky and beyond. Her heart is light and dances with the wake of the morning sun....
Jul 13, 20251 min read


Today is the two-year anniversary of uncovering my repressed memories.
I wanted to write some weighty post on how significant the day felt for me, but honestly ... It felt like a normal day. My first thought...
Jun 29, 20251 min read


How I wrote more this week than the past 5 weeks combined
Lilly: What would you have me know? God: I love you no matter what you do or do not accomplish. L: Do you think I accomplish too much?...
Jun 8, 20251 min read


Life is Meditation
The ultimate purpose of life is to be. Living moment to moment Neither accepting nor rejecting Fully present Being. You are completely...
May 11, 20251 min read


Answer this question.
Why do you get out of bed in the morning? Is it because your kids need you? You have to make money? The world expects it of you? I...
Mar 16, 20251 min read


Refocusing on My Truth
An excerpt from my journal entry today: I am a writer, so I write. That's who I want to be. Who I've felt I always am. Something I...
Mar 2, 20251 min read


The Soil for Growth
In a short nine days, I leave this yoga teacher training. And what's the one thing I keep telling myself? Take this discipline home with...
Feb 2, 20251 min read


The Week I Didn't Want
I had a week where I did some things I didn't particularly want to do. I didn't really want to get on a plane for three hours. I didn't...
Jan 12, 20251 min read
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